yesterdae mi grp went baq to get the coding system done..
at least we achieved something(:

den had a great tok wif mummy.. cos she n sab haf noticed an unexplainable melancholy in mi.. dey r nt called bes frens n mummy for no reason=D ya i so admit dat inside im drying up badly.. but i will recover soon enuff.. it's no big deal seriously.. jus troubled over CCA matters apparently.. as much as i wan to tell miself im nt gna give a damn abt hu tinks wad of mi.. n not dat i wna miss trngs.. n im missing the overseas trip too... which is definitely not intentional cos mi mum has planned a hol a few wks baq for dat date too.. n it's so coincidental it clashes too.. im running for miself oso(: nt for ani1 else
im afraid of how others look at mi.. im afraid of facing up to reality.. im afraid of being tortured mentally..
i havent fully recovered frm the previous setback... yet to cum to terms wif reality...
yesterdae i was telling jingjing
shui mei you shi bai guo
shui mei you die dao guo
shui mei you ju sang guo

n im trying to kip telling miself dat to make miself feel better((:
n if u're mi fren.. dont ask mi abt mi results